I wanted to write this long post about how I am feeling lately. But I just don't feel like it. And that statement alone sums it all up....I am in a funk....I need to get out of it. I am blah with a capital B L A H.
I think a lot of it has to do with the lack of female body parts, and the lack of being able to see someone about it. My surgeon told me I have to see my PCP, but I can't get in to my PCP until after May! If I didn't like her so much I would ditch her and find someone new....P wants to anyway. Maybe after February I will consider it.
If you ever saw the movie Groundhog Day, that is how my life feels right now....same thing day in and day out. I HATE IT. I need change. I need something different. Not P, definitely NOT P. I love him, he needs to stay where he is. But the rest....I dunno.......