Well I am feeling much better today. I called all my creditors yesterday and was able to move my payments back a month or two. Luckily my car payment was already payed through June! Apparently all those extra payments paid off haha!!!
And the best news: my LTD company called me today and I was approved! Thank freaking heaven!!!! He said I will receive my first payment next week sometime. So I won't be totally broke for too long.
Now if my health insurance would get approved. I have been approved for hospital benefits so if I have an emergency and need to go in the hospital I am covered. As for as medications go I am ok with them. Once I get paid I can get most of them at Target with their $4 generics. They cover most of the meds I take and I usually only pay $4-10 per med. The few that aren't covered I can survive a few weeks without (yes no worries I can).
Depression-wise, yes I still am. Just getting the LTD helped a bunch, but I still need to talk to my doctor when I go about upping or changing my anti-depressant. Since I have to push my clinic appointment back yet again, it may be a while until I can get this figured out, but oh well. It will happen eventually!
Thanks for all the support my bloggy friends!!!!!! :)