The turnpike was backed up on my way from work today so it gave me more time to think…cause we all know how much I need that!
I was thinking about how I am moving back in with my mom soon and how this time last year I was so
Quite frankly I don’t think I have ever been so happy in my life. I have my “days” here and there like everyone but not like before. I
I think back to when I was “crushing” on all those guys. I still find them all attractive and whatnot but the whole “
It’s fabulous! The thought of completely letting your emotions be controlled by someone else is just horrific! I don’t want that. I hate when people loose themselves when they date a guy. We all do it to a point, but most of my friends are this way. I guess thinking more into it, most people, when in a relationship, go from a single person mentality to a couple mentality. And no I don’t just mean in the sense that they are dating someone. In other ways too, thoughts, actions, etc. You and that person become one so to speak. For me I don’t know if I want that. That’s not to say I wouldn’t change my mind when Mr. Perfect-for-me walked in the door, but right now, the thought SCARES me.
I know I had so much more to write about and some day I will actually USE my voice notes recorder on my phone so I can get it all down. But for now I will submit to what I CAN remember!!
And on a side note…I registered to take the GRE July 18th I go. That will give me plenty of time to study and prepare for it! I am so excited!