Even after attending the services it still doesn't seem real. It still seems like a dream or a joke. She isn't really gone...not findingJenn. Not our Jenn.
I'm trying to put a positive spin on it. The Lord felt she was needed now. That she was better served with Him as she was and not in a few years, or 20. Perhaps he needs her more than we do. It doesn't feel that way. I will miss reading her blog updates. I will miss her in chat.
All week I have been thinking about a comment she left on my blog. Here is the post. I have thought about it over and over since I found out she was in a coma. It's not her time, but alas I guess it really was....
I have so many more tears inside and I hope I can shed them before long.
On a positive note. It was fabulous meeting Talana finally! I have a picture of us together but since I am so tired I will upload it tomorrow and add it here.
I also have other news to update on but that will wait until Sunday. I have to write it all out first....
here is the picture of Talana and I outside the Church where the lunch was held after the services. Jenn's awesome sister took the picture for us.