Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Will I Ever?

When I look into my past
I see the carefree girl in me
When I look into my future
I see the woman I want to be

Ask me how I’ll get there
And I’ll answer I’m not too sure
Ask me when I’ll get there
And I’ll answer when there’s a cure

So much has happened in my past
That shaped who I am today
But it scares me to death to think
That I will always be this way

Too afraid to open up completely
Too scared to be alone
Unsure of where my heart should be
Not willing to throw him a bone

Someday it will all change
That’s what everyone says to me
But I have yet to see this happen
Someone please set me free

All I want is to be happy
All I want is to be in love
But how can I get those great things
With these feelings I can’t get rid of

They infect me like a virus
Feasting on my emotions to the core
Destroying everything in their path
Not letting me live anymore

2 comments:

  1. Amy, all your poems are beautiful, but this one really resonated with me. You're a fantastic author, although I'm sure you've heard it before :)

    Thanks so much for sharing. Totally made my night.

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  2. Thank Piper!!!

    This one acctually won a poetry award!!!! I was shocked...it's my favorite one too :)

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